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Friday, February 8, 2013

The Final Steps in My Hepatitis C Treatment Journey


I'm nervous.  Or is it anxious?  Either way I am out-of-sorts and, quite frankly, I just want the next 10 days to fly by as quickly as possible.

You see, I go for my six month post Hepatitis C treatment blood work this weekend and apparently I am all freaked out about it.

This is the big one.  These are the lab results that tell me whether or not the treatment I got worked.  When I get the results, I learn if I have achieved something called SVR, which stands for "sustained virological response."  With the new antiviral drugs, like the drug Incivek that I took, the medical community to starting to consider SVR as the marker for a "cure."

Now that's pretty heady stuff.

I don't expect bad news.  My three month post-treatment viral load came back undetectable.  Since that test is a good predictor of the six month post-treatment results, I expect that this next result will be undetectable too.

But I don't want to take anything for granted.

It's weird when you live with a chronic, active infection for 25 years.  Hepatitis C became part of who I was in a lot of ways I hadn't really considered until recently.  Not that I want to keep living with it--no way, no how!

I don't want to be contemplating the worse case scenario either.  You all know that treatment was really difficult for me and I certainly do not want all my efforts to be in vain.  I can't even think about having to do it again without feeling massively discouraged.

Becoming Hepatitis C free is such a HUGE deal...and I really want this so badly.

My body knows this is a big deal and I can feel it responding to my anxiety by overreacting.  This is nothing new to me.  My dysfunctional brain goes into overload mode in the presence of any ongoing stimulation, be it good news or bad.  That translates into increased insomnia, sensory overload, worsening symptoms, tachycardia and general grumpiness, physically, mentally and emotionally.  Which is really just another day living with the ups and downs chronic illness.

Which leads me to the next thing I want to share with you today...

I really want to be able to say to you that, since Hep C treatment ended, I have seen improvements in my health now that my viral load is undetectable.  That just hasn't happened yet, and frankly, I'm a little concerned that it isn't going to happen either.

Honestly, given how much hope for improvement several of my medical providers pinned on a successful treatment outcome, I feel tremendously let down.

I still live with chronic, debilitating pain.  In fact, I have more pain now than when I was on treatment.  Weird, huh?  I'm not exactly sure what that means, but I do know that at one time low dose interferon was considered a treatment for fibromyalgia.  

I still deal with chronic, energy-sapping fatigue.  Not sure if that just means my body needs more time to heal from treatment or if Hep C wasn't the cause of my fatigue.

My blood sugar is better, but I still have type 2 diabetes and probably will for the rest of my life.

Plus I've learned some disappointing information.  Seems Hep C can trigger things like fibromyalgia since the little buggers can get into your brain.  They turn on a switch that makes things like chemical reactions and neurally-mediated pathways go all wonky.  Unfortunately, getting rid of Hep C virus doesn't flip the switch off according to rheumatologist Mark Borigini, M.D in an article over at Psychology Today.  Rude little buggers didn't turn the lights off when they vacated the premises!

And I am still dealing with three treatment-related complications that need continuing medical attention.  Quite frankly, I am getting quite annoyed with these linger health issues and I am ready to switch doctors yet again in an attempt to get these problems resolved once and for all.

Oh, and I am having a hard time getting a follow-up appointment with my new internal medicine doctor.  She's the one giving me the the results of the lab work I am having drawn this weekend.  A scheduling snafu is one more aggravation I don't need right now.

Thankfully I do have another doctor (actually her nurse) who I can email and ask for the results.  Because I would hate to have to wait, and wait, and wait to get these lab results.  Any delay is going to make me want to tear out my newly grown-in hair.

Huh.  I guess I really do have a lot of reasons to be feeling stressed out and short-tempered lately.

I need chocolate and lots of hugs and kisses.  Good thing Valentine's Day is next week, which gives me the perfect opportunity to request increased quantities of all of these.  Thank goodness I have folks in my life who can give me chocolate, hugs and kisses.  So I guess my life isn't that terrible after all.

I'll let you know the outcome of my Hep C treatment soon.  (In the meantime, excuse my typos and incoherence due to sleep deprivation.)


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Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Not the Only One With Chronic Illness #NHBPM

This weekend I learned that I am not the only one with chronic illness in my household.  Our little brown terrier mix Theodor was just diagnosed with Addison's disease.

Theodor's Story


We adopted Theodor 4 years ago.  Brunswick met him at doggy day care and really took a liking to him.  Since Brunswick doesn't like other dogs all that much and Theodor just happened to be a rescue dog that was up for adoption, we took advantage of this serendipity and brought Theodor home for a trial sleepover.  It worked out so well he never left.

A Sick Puppy


A week ago Theodor started vomiting, shaking and became listless.  I took him off food for 24 hours and then tried feeding him small amounts of bland foods, but he kept vomiting.  The last straw was when he couldn't even keep water down, which sent to the emergency vet on the evening of Wednesday, November 14th.

A Trip to the ER


At first the vet thought it might be one of several things: intestinal blockage, gastritis, pancreatitis or liver problems.  So we started with x-rays which didn't really show any problems but reveal an incidental finding that he had a small liver.  The vet became really concerned that something was wrong with his liver and got me all worried too.  So I was convinced Theo needed to have blood work done as well.

In the end, he got some IV fluids and injectable medications  and we were sent home with 3 different pills to give him once or twice a day for the next several days.

I made multiple calls that next day trying to get his lab results.  I eventually got a call from our regular vet with the results, which showed he had an electrolyte imbalance.  Everyone was still working on the theory that he ate something that upset his tummy, code name "dietary indiscretion," and the meds we were given would help him start feeling better.

Not Getting Better


Thursday he ate what I gave him, but by Friday he started refusing to eat.  So I made some homemade doggie baby food, a blend of chicken and rice, and started hand-feeding him.  By Saturday evening his appetite hadn't improved, so I called and left a message with our regular vet asking for an appointment the next day.  Then I called the emergency vet and asked for guidance.  They said to tempt him with people food to get him started eating again, so we went to the grocery store to get some nitrite-free hot dogs and turkey lunch meat, string cheese, cottage cheese and liverwurst.

Getting the Right Diagnosis


He ate a little of all the yummy people food I tempted him with, but not enough to keep me from being worried.  So I was grateful when our regular vet called early Sunday morning and got us in a few hours later.  She reviewed the blood work the emergency vet ran again and the electrolyte numbers bothered her.  She wanted to do additional blood tests to rule out pancreatitis and Addison's disease.

He had to stay at the vet for a few hours to do the test for Addison's, which gave me time to go home and Google Addison's disease in dogs.  I learned it was a hormone deficiency affecting the adrenal glands and that some terrier breeds are genetically predisposed to getting it.  I read about the test he was getting and the treatments, which included the drug Florinef which I happen to be currently taking.

I was comforted to know that once Addison's is diagnosed, pets have an excellent prognosis as long as they receive their medications on a regular basis.

He left the vet Sunday having received a shot of a medication we were told would perk him up if he did have Addison's.  Sure enough, I could see that he was starting to feel better that evening as he was interested in food again.


Ongoing Veterinary Care



Monday I waited patiently for the vet to call with his blood results, which confirmed the diagnosis of Addison's.  He needed to go back to the vet that afternoon for a shot of desoxycorticosterone pivalate (DOCP, brand name Percorten-V).  A prescription for prednisone was called in for him to a specialty compounding pharmacy as well.

Fortunately for all of us, the shot he now needs every 25 day is reasonably priced: $33.  The prednisone, which will last for 60 days, is $35.  These are expenses we're willing make some sacrifices to afford.  After all, Theo is our furry child and these medications make such a huge and visible difference in his state of well-being.

Today Theo is back to his regular self.  He is barking at the mailman and jumping up on the couch so he can snuggle with Mom or Dad with no problems.  He gulped down his dinner in typical doggie fashion and ran down the street with Dad during our evening walk.  He doesn't mind his new medication, which is chicken flavored.

He also has a new godmother, Mo, a blogging friend of mine who also has Addison's disease.  Yes, humans get this too; someone mentioned to me that President John F. Kennedy had it.  I encourage you to visit Day by Day With the Addison Girl to learn more about how this disease affects humans.

Final Thoughts


After this week-long ordeal, I am glad that:

  • we know what is wrong with Theodor
  • his condition is treatable
  • we can afford the treatments
  • his prognosis is excellent

Given the alternative, I am content to be the one in our family with the chronic illnesses that aren't so easily recognized, understood or treated.

It was stressful going through the diagnostic process over this past week with my pup. I know it is easier for me to be sick than for me to watch someone else I love be sick.

I'm amazed how many illnesses both humans and animals have in common.

Isn't it interesting how my experiences in the medical and veterinary systems of care parallel each other? You know, weird symptoms, trips to the ER, misdiagnoses, not getting better, needing to see another doctor/vet, etc., etc., etc.

I find it ironic that the emergency vet clinic, which actually sees a high volume of pets with Addison's and has an Addison's expert on staff, wasn't able to properly diagnose Theodor.

I wonder...do chronic ill people pick out chronically ill pets because they are in tune with such things?

You live with chronic illness.  Is someone else in your home living with chronic illness too?  Share your story in a comment below.





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Monday, October 15, 2012

PFAM - The Fright Files: Stories of Medical Mistakes

Look, I know the supernatural is something that isn't supposed to happen, but it does happen.
~Dr. John Markway, The Haunting, 1963  

Halloween is here once again, the time of year we dress up like ghouls and goblins, head out and ask total strangers for a "Trick or treat!" Having grown up in the era of razor blades in apples, when hospital radiology departments offered free x-rays to ensure your haul was safe to eat, this annual tradition still seems risky to me.  But it doesn't stop the trick-o-treaters from coming to my door every year...

While Halloween is just one day out of the year, the real truth is that tricks and treats happen to us all year long.  Take health care for example.  We keep consuming health care even though, every 7 days, the number of hospitalized patients killed by medical mistakes would fill 4 jumbo jets.  Dr. Marty Makary says that if medical mistakes where a recognized cause of death, they would be ranked number 6, right after accidents and before Alzheimer's disease.

Now that is some really scary stuff.

While it is true that dead men, and dead patients, tell no tales, their families do, and rightfully so, through the media, lawsuits and formal grievance procedures.  But what about the rest of us, fortunately spared an untimely death, but still receiving care that is erroneous, sub-standard or unneeded?

According to ProPublica, an independent, non-profit investigative journalism newsroom, most of the patients affected by medical mistakes do not file formal reports about them and they think this is a problem for all of us.  I found their article Why Patients Don’t Report Medical Errors to be an informative primer on this subject.

Since one of the barriers to reporting errors is knowing who to contact to file a formal grievance, I recently put together a resources list for those living in the United States here.

So I asked participants in this month's Patients for a Moment (PFAM) blog carnival to be brave and courageous. I wanted them to write about the ways that health care has scared them, injured them or let them down.  I hope they inspire you to do the same, because I think to get better health care we all need to be empowered to discuss every aspect of it: the good, the bad and the ugly.



Poor Iris!  Some pretty scary things happen with her medical care when she was in her 20's, long before she was diagnosed with lupus.  Seems her doctors and other health professionals should have given her more information when they obtained her consent to carve her up and stick a tube down her throat.  Read Medical Horror Stories over at Sometimes, It is Lupus.
         
For some of us, nothing causes as much dread and foreboding as anticipating "the talk" from our doctor about how we need to lose weight.  Kathy from FibroDAZE advises caution though if you doctor suggests taking newly-approved Qsymia and Belviq to help you shed the pounds.  These drugs have the potential to cause some pretty horrific side-effects, which has got Kathy thinking Obesity Has Gotta Be Healthier Than This.

Witches are scary, with their evil spells and potions, like the one from the fairytale Snow White who said, "Take this apple, dearie. Go on. Have a bite."  Duncan Cross knows what is even scarier.  It's when a witch is disguised as a doctor and encourages you to take a drug that turns you into a...well, you'll have to go find out:  Things I Blame on Prednisone. 

Maniacal doctors experimenting on patients, medical procedures conducted without anesthetic and bone-chilling screams; these things don't just happen in the movies, they can happen to you at your next doctor's visit.  Shruti of Lifestyles of the Ill and (mostly) Blameless shares her true story about her encounter with "Dr. Frankenstein" in Tales from the Emergency Room Crypt: Spinal Tap.  It sure sent shivers down my spine!

Oh the creatures of Halloween--zombies, vampires, werewolves and witches--each doing something different yet equally frightening, like eating brains or drinking blood. Did you know there are over 60 different kinds of doctors practicing in our medical system?  They all do something different too and sometimes you have very good reasons for needing more than one of them as Rachel points out in her post #NHBPM - How ridiculous! at Tales of Rachel.

Let me be clear here: it's not just doctors making mistakes or ignoring patient feedback.  In Sometimes The Truth Is Scarier Than Fiction: A First-Hand Account Of A Medical Mistake, Leslie tells the tale of a nursing error that landed her in the hospital for 3 days.  Yikes!  But she says that's not even the most troubling part of her story.  Eek!  See for yourself at Getting Closer to Myself.

Restricting your T.V. time has to be one of every kids' nightmares, especially when that Halloween marathon of Twilight Zone episodes is about to begin.  But can you believe this punishment got imposed on Rachael all because of a drug side-effect?  Read this truth-is-stranger-than-fiction story and its sequel at Offbeat Follies: Mistakes of the Medicinal Kind and The Ghost of Douchebags Past.

Halloween tricks--we all hate them. We hate health care trick too.  Raise your hand if you, like Sharon of After Gadget, have even gone to a doctor's office that wasn't ADA compliant.  What about a doctor who refused to treat you?  You can all put your hands down now and proceed to Waspish Wednesday: Yes, Lyme DID Cause This.

Who doesn't fear that Halloween staple, the haunted house?  Unfortunately haunted houses aren't the only places where weird, shocking, annoying and unexplained things happen.  See Selena's reflections on health care disappointments in Lessons I Learned as a Patient in the UCLA Health System here at Oh My Aches and Pains!




That's all for this edition.  I hope you have as much fun reading this as I did putting it together.

Please join us again next time!  Amanda at Crazy Miracle is hosting the next edition, so please visit her blog and look for her call for submissions at the beginning of November.

We will also be looking for hosts for the carnival for next year, 2013, so please consider volunteering.  Contact Leslie if you are interested.

Want to learn more about PFAM?  Check out the website and Facebook pages.


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Monday, October 1, 2012

Join Me for the October Edition of PFAM: The Fright Files



We're all human.  (Even the zombies and vampires among us where once human...)

We all make mistakes...including your doctor. 

EEEeeeeekkkk!  

Since those of us with chronic illness use the health care system the most, I'm sure you all have a story (or two) to tell about the misteps, mishaps and misadventures that have happened to you in the course of getting medical care.

You"ll have until the 12th of October 2012 at 11:59 PM Pacific Time to get your story to me.  

Once you've published your post on your blog, send me:

1. Your name (as it should appear)
2. Your blog’s name
3. Your post’s title
4. Your post’s URL
5. A brief two sentence summary of your post

You can email me here.  

You can find more information about Patients for a Moment here.

Invite your friends to join us too.

I'm dying to read your submissions!




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Friday, August 10, 2012

Arriving at the End of My Hepatitis C Treatment Journey

As I am publishing this post, I am in the car headed to the lab to get blood drawn for my week 24, end of Hepatitis C treatment, viral load.

Robert will be driving. I will sitting in the back seat of the car. That's because the interferon I have been taking for the last 24 weeks has made me so sensitive to sun I absolutely need the darker tint on the back windows to keep me safe. It will be the hottest day yet this year today here in Los Angeles and the sun and heat are not my friends right now.

Because I am so wiped out from treatment, this trip will be more like an jungle expedition, complete with white knuckle moments when short stops, crazy drivers hurtling towards us and the occasional obscenity uttered by my husband in response to the road conditions will rattle my nerves. I will have to reassure myself over and over again that I can get through this and get back home, safe, sound and in one piece.

My heart will be pounding. I will be dizzy. I'll need to take my time moving from sitting to standing and vice versa. You see, my dysautonomia has been worse from the treatment-related anemia since week 2 and it is probably going to take up to 60 days for the anemia to get better, *fingers-crossed.*

When I get to the UCLA Medical Center, I'll be using my rollator, a.k.a rolling walker, to get the short distance from the car to the lab and back. I need to rely on it because of my fatigue and dizziness. It also doubles as a purse carrier, which is a good thing since my purse feels like it weighs 2 tons right now. My rollator also gives me a place to sit while I wait in line at the lab counter to turn in my lab slip. After the blood draw, it helps keep me on my feet when the post blood-letting wooziness hits as I make my way back to the car.

It's never a dull moment when you live with chronic illness!

Yes I'm battered from this treatment. Some days I am barely functional. But I knew going into this with multiple chronic illnesses in addition to Hepatitis C that treatment could take a huge toll on me and greatly reduce my level of function.

How beat up am I? Let me quantify it using the CFIDS/FM Self Help rating scale. On the scale, one hundred is normal functioning with no symptoms and zero is bedridden and unable to care for myself. I am a solid 10 right now. Before treatment I was a 30 and boy do I miss being there.

So why did I embark on this trek? Because Hepatitis C was the only chronic condition I was living with that could be potentially cured. And since chronic Hepatitis C infection is associated with  arthritis, fatigue, fibromyalgia, insulin resistance, type 2 diabetes and peripheral neuropathy, all conditions I have been diagnosed with, it just made sense to try and take it out of the mix as soon as possible.

Now that I have arrived at my destination, the end of my treatment, I just have to wait and see where I have landed. Only time will tell if I have slayed the dragon Hepatitis C and if its absence makes a difference in my health and my quality of life.

That said, I think this 168 day battle was still worth it, even if I don't achieve a SVR (sustained virological response.) That's research talk for the absence of Hepatitis C RNA in my blood 6 months after treatment ends. Even if the virus comes back, at the very least, treatment should reset the clock on my chronic infection, dialing it back down so my inflammation, viral activity and any liver damage gets better in the short run. That's time I'll need if I have to wait for newer antiviral drugs currently in the Hepatitis C research pipeline that are crawling towards FDA approval.

As with every trip you take, there are bound to be some bumps and potholes in the road. As you know, my treatment has run into its fair share of them, from severe anemia by week 4, the discovery at week 20 that my hepatology team failed to get a week 4 viral load needed to determine my treatment length and, of course, lots and lots of side effects throughout the last 24 weeks.

As I move on and leave these troubles behind me, my greatest disappointment looking back is not getting to do my treatment the right way; that is, per the treatment protocol. When I started treatment, I was physically, mentally and emotionally prepared to give this 100%. And I was as close as humanly possible to perfect as I could! I took my pills on time, up to three times a day, for 168 days. I gave myself 24 weekly injections of interferon. My husband took me to so many lab and clinic appointments in the past 24 weeks that I have simply lost count.

At the start, I didn't think my expectations that my hepatology team would closely follow the treatment protocol were unreasonable. But now that I am at the finish line, arriving labeled as a "difficult patient" by the UCLA Health System, I can clearly see the disparity in the level of commitment between them and myself.

After the discovery of my missing week 4 viral load, my gut wanted to go conservative. So I advocated for extending my treatment from 24 to 48 weeks. But I was quickly and summarily overruled by my doctor. I'm still not happy there is an extra element of risk that has been added to my Hepatitis C treatment, that what I wanted wasn't considered when my doctor made his treatment plan.  But it is what it is and now it can't be changed.

Today I know my determination and complete commitment to my Hepatitis C treatment is what got me here to the finish line. It helped me get over the bumps, out of the potholes and through the rough patches.

There were times though when I wasn't always strong enough by myself.  In those moments when I was faltering, it was you and your abundant support that lifted me up and carried me forward.

In this age of social media, I invited my family, friends and supporters on Twitter, Facebook and here at my blog to go on this odyssey with me.  Your response was simply amazing. All of you, reach out to me through the Internet, brilliantly made up for the lack of support from my hepatology team. I don't know where I would be today without you.

When I am feeling recovered, I plan to pay it forward, to repay you as best I can and be there for you when you need someone the most. I also have an end-of-treatment party to plan and throw for you all, complete with a giveaway raffle! Yes, it's time for a great big celebration of what I was able to accomplish with your help.

So here I am, Day One post-treatment.  In the next 24 weeks I will learn where treatment has brought me.  In the meantime I continue to be grateful for your company on this last leg of my journey.  Let's all think lots of wonderful healing thoughts for each other today and pray my days living with Hepatitis C have come to an end.



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Wednesday, August 1, 2012

How My Hepatitis C Treatment at UCLA Went the Wrong Way

I should start this post by explaining that Hepatitis C treatment isn't something you can stop and restart.

Because you are attacking a virus, once you start you can't stop until 1) you have complications that end your treatment or 2) you complete your course of treatment. Because you are attacking a virus, you have to be as close to 100% perfect as possible when taking your medications. Every little misstep in your treatment, skipping a dose or taking it late, allows the virus to build resistance to the medications you are taking, which might mean the drugs stop working.

Talk about pressure!

So worst case scenario, if I don't remain undetectable 6 months post treatment, I can never take Incivek again or its cousin Victrellis because my virus will be immune to both of them.

Now that you know a little more about the nature of Hepatitis C treatment, you'll understand why I was so concerned three weeks ago when I realized my hepatologist at UCLA didn't follow the Incivek treatment protocol.

Yes, my doctor made a big mistake and it was me, the patient, that discovered it.

Discovering a Big Mistake at Week 20

I was talking to a friend back on July 10th.  She shared how she went for a follow-up appointment and her doctor asked her if she wanted to end her Hepatitis C treatment at 24 weeks.  My friend had learned from Vertex, the manufacturer of the drug Incivek, that if your viral load is detectable below 1,000 IU/ml at week 4 and/or week 12, your total treatment time should be 48 weeks (see Table 1 below.) 

Table 1
Click on the image above to see it full size.

Having done her homework, she informed her doctor that she couldn't stop at 24 weeks because her week 4 viral load was still detectable.

Like my friend, I have been treated with the triple cocktail of Incivek, Pegasys and ribavirin. If you recall back on March 28th, I shared with you my week 3 viral load, which was less then 43, meaning it was still detectable. As I compared my situation to hers, I realize that my doctor had made a huge mistake: he neglected to draw a week 4 viral load on me!

I panicked and wondered, "How could my doctor decide my treatment length should be 24 weeks without my week 4 viral load?"

A Bad Doctor-Nurse-Patient Relationship

Not my actual doctor and nurse,
but they could definitely be stand-ins.
Now before I started treatment, I thought I had a good relationship with my doctor. But then the hepatology nurse came into the picture...

At my education session on February 23rd, she presented herself to me and my husband as an "expert." She told us about the numerous clinical trials she had been involved in with Hepatitis C medications and remarked how she told the drug companies how their medications should be used. She talked about treating Hollywood celebrities who had Hepatitis C (no, she didn't drop any names) and knowing everyone at UCLA from "the chancellor to the janitor."

When I asked her questions about the treatment I was about to begin, she seemed annoyed with me. I got the sense that she wanted me to listen and she would do all the talking.  Then, when she was done, I started my treatment with my first shot of interferon.

I made it through the education session, but left feeling like this wasn't a good interaction. I know that if I had met her a few weeks prior to the start of my treatment I would have said "Thanks, but I've changed my mind." and walked out the door. But I met her on the day I was starting my treatment and, with the expensive drugs approved and in my hand, I felt like there was no turning back.

The Story of My Missing Week 4 Viral Load

Here is the perfect illustration of the communication problems I've had with the UCLA hepatology team--the story of how my week 4 viral load never got drawn:
I went to have my first viral load since starting Hepatitis C treatment drawn on Thursday, March 15th.  I went that day because the hepatology nurse instructed me to get it drawn at that time. She even wrote at the top of the lab slip she gave me "week of March 12." A few days later I was in the clinic seeing my doctor on Monday, March 19th.
The doctor and the clinic nurse practitioner saw my lab results in my chart. Yet no one said anything to me!

If someone had been paying attention, someone would have said, "Hey Selena, I see you had your viral load drawn at week 3. We really need to get one at week 4, so let me give you a lab slip and have you go back to the lab at the end of this week and have that test drawn again."
But no, that conversation never happened.
Another time to discuss this issue would have been at my appointment on May 29th. I had my week 12 viral load drawn earlier in the month on May 19th. This would have been the time my hepatology team would have reviewed my week 4 and 12 viral load results and used the treatment protocol (Table 1 above) to decide my treatment length.
Was there a discussion at my appointment with me about how they made their treatment decision? No. Instead I was simply told my treatment length would be 24 weeks.
It's the Patient Responsibility to Inform Doctors of Their Errors?

Here I was, the patient, discovering the my doctor had made a mistake at week 4.  And here it was, 20 weeks into my treatment. Given the past communication problems, I dreaded having to bring this mistake to my UCLA hepatologist's attention.

To prepare for my appointment, I pulled out the notes Robert took at my treatment education session on February 23rd with the hepatology nurse. Robert wrote, "a detectable viral load at week 4 or 12 might extend the length of my treatment." So clearly instructing me to get a viral load at week 3 contradicts what she told Robert and me in her education session. I was so upset that I hadn't caught her mistake!

Next I reviewed the prescribing information that came with Incivek (see table 1 above.) That was followed by a call to a nurse at the Vertex GPS Patient Guidance and Support program, who confirmed with me that, based on my lab results, my treatment length should be 48 weeks per their guidelines.

Finally, I called the UCLA Patient Affairs office. I request that they act as my advocate when I talked to my doctor. The representative I spoke with said it was my responsibility to bring this to my doctor's attention and declined my request. What I didn't know until after my appointment with my doctor is that  he called the hepatology nurse after talking to me and told her everything I said.

My Doctor's Decision

When Robert and I saw my hepatologist and the hepatology nurse on July 17th, my doctor got straight to his point and told me he would not extend my treatment beyond 24 weeks. So what about the missing week 4 viral load?  He told me that he assumed my viral load would have been undetectable at week 4. I told him I didn't feel comfortable basing my treatment decisions on assumptions. He just reiterated his decision; it clearly didn't matter what I thought.

I pushed back. I told him that in the absence of a week 4 viral load, I wanted the most conservative course of treatment, which I thought was my best chance at beating Hepatitis C--48 weeks of treatment. He came back with what he considered to be a very serious concern about extending my treatment: that the interferon-related retinopathy I experienced could come back and make me blind.

First let me say that when my retinopathy was first discovered at week 8, I told the hepatology nurse that permanent eye damage was not an acceptable outcome for me. But she assured me that there were things we could do to address and manage this side effect before ending treatment was considered. So I went for regular monthly eye exams to monitor the retinopathy and the team reduced my dose of interferon at week 13.

I actually though this problem was resolved since the retinopathy had almost completely disappeared at my last eye appointment on July 9th.

When the doctor left the room, the hepatology nurse stayed behind and explained to my husband that the monthly follow-up eye exams and the dose reduction were no longer acceptable ways to address the retinopathy. She was also concerned that my prescription insurance wouldn't cover my treatment after 24 weeks. So I asked her to give me the contact information for the pre-authorization department at my prescription insurance where she said she had been FAXing my viral load counts during my treatment.

She left the room for a few minutes, returning with a piece of paper in her hand with the information which she gave to me.

Needless to say, I left not believing a word my doctor told me. For starter, he didn't take any responsibility for my missing week 4 viral load.  He also didn't mention consulting my eye doctor when referring to his concerns about my retinopathy.  What he said and how he dealt with me greatly reduced his credibility in my eyes.

Lies, Lies, Lies

So I called the pre-authorization department at my prescription insurance when I got home from my doctor's appointment.  I learned from a representative there that the UCLA hepatology team had not been FAXing copies of my HCV viral load counts to them as they had requested. So I FAXed those results to him.

The next day, he presented my case to their clinical team, who immediately approved me for 48 weeks of treatment.

When I spoke to him again, the representative told me if they had been given accurate information throughout the pre-approval process, my insurance would have authorized 48 weeks of treatment at week 12.  He also told me that I was the very first patient to ever call and tell them that their doctor wasn't following the treatment protocol. But then he informed me that the prescription insurance company cannot make my doctor extend my treatment and he could only encourage me to get a second opinion.

When I informed the hepatology team the following day of my prescription insurance's decision, the hepatology nurse prompted called them and canceled my pre-authorization. She also informed the same representative I had spoken to that it was my fault that the week 4 viral load was not drawn.

Where That Left Me

As a wise person said to me during this horrible week, "It is worry that makes us sick." I didn't want to worry, I just wanted to slay the dragon Hepatitis C and do the very best I could at it.  It was then that I realized that the only way to get my treatment back on track was to get a second opinion from a hepatologist not associated with UCLA.



That's all I have in me for today. I hate to leave you on a cliff-hanger, but I promise I'll be back again soon to tell you about the second opinion I got and how it helped get my Hepatitis C treatment back on track.



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Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Can Money Buy You Good Health?

They say that money can't buy you love or happiness, but I am beginning to think that it might actually be able to buy you good health, or at least better health if you live with chronic illness.

I know nowadays there is a lot of talk about the uninsured and those with health insurance.  Correspondingly, you hear a lot about the two different health care systems serving these groups: the publicly funded health care system (think county hospitals and clinics) and the insurance funded health care system (think doctors in private practice, medical centers, etc.)

Having medical insurance and chronic illness, I've spent a good portion of my time and energy access care in the insurance funded health care system over the past eight years.  I've learned a lot of things about how this system care works, enough to write a whole series of blog post.  But perhaps my most perplexing discovery is that there is actually a third health care system that doesn't get a lot of attention, that of the cash-only or self-pay medical practice.

As the name implies, these are physicians and other health care professionals charge up front for their services.  So if you can't pay (or charge the bill to your credit card) you can't be seen.  They don't accept your insurance--in fact many don't belong to insurance networks and have opted-out of Medicaid and Medicare. Most will provide you with a superbill so you can submit their charges to your insurance company, but since their rates are usually above and beyond what your insurance carrier considers "reasonable and customary," you will only be reimbursed for a fraction of what you paid them.

So, in essence, this third health care system is for those who have money, lots and lots of money.

I don't have lots and lots of money, so in the past, whenever I have stumbled upon one of these medical practices, I have steered clear and not given them a second thought.  Which is all well and good except that, as time has gone on and the insurance driven medical system has failed to provide me with adequate care for my chronic illnesses, I now am getting referred to this third system of care because its members provide the services I am seeking.  In this system reside the experts in things like pain management, rare diseases and disorders and novel and cutting edge treatments that pick up where conventional approaches fall short. 

Yes, it seems that here in Los Angeles many of the doctors who are at the top of their fields convert to this kind of practice.

Now I find myself wishing I had the money, the golden ticket, to access this third level of care.  I'm drawn by the allure of better treatment that could potentially make a significant difference in my quality of life.  Granted, I don't think they could cure me, but from what I have heard, it seems like these upper echelon providers could reduce my chronic illness burden and help me regain some of the day-to-day functioning I have lost along the way. 

With all the hype, I have to wonder, 'Could being treated by one of these cash-only healthcare providers be the difference between living disabled and living more able-bodied?'

Unless I win the lottery or become the recipient of some fortune from a deceased distant relative, I guess I will never know.

So what do you think?  Can money buy you good health?  What is your opinion of cash-only or self-pay medical practices?  Are you able to access this top tier medical system or is the admission price preventing you from getting the kind of medical care they provide?  

Please share your answer to this Question of the Week below in a comment or over on the Oh My Aches and Pains! Facebook page.   


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Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Book Review:
Free from Hepatitis C
by Lucinda Porter, RN

If you're like me and you're living with chronic Hepatitis C infection, you may be sitting on the fence when it comes to moving forward with treatment.

After all, undergoing treatment is no small thing, especially if you've been diagnosed with genotype 1 of the virus.

Conventional treatment requires a commitment of no less than 48 weeks with pegylated interferon and ribavirin. Then there are the numerous side effects, ranging from mild to moderate, that for some people can be a really big problem. Factor in the cost, the disruption to daily life and the possibility of needing to take sick time away from work and other important commitments, and choosing to move forward with treatment might not seem like such a good idea.

After all, the odds are in our favor that we will die from something other than Hepatitis C if we choose to do nothing.

But with the Federal Drug Administration (FDA) approval of two new direct acting antiviral (DAA) medications this past May, Hepatitis C treatment is starting to look a whole lot different. Some of the benefits include treatment time being cut in half to a much more manageable 24 weeks. Plus doctors have new tools to tailor treatment to each individual patient. These new treatments also come with the risk that the virus could become resistant to the medicine if it is not taken properly, as well as some new medication side effects.

It's a lot to wrap your mind around, all in the pursuit of getting a sustained virologic response (SVR.)  Thankfully, we have help navigating this brave new world from Lucinda Porter's newly released book Free From Hepatitis C: Your Complete Guide to Healing Hepatitis C.

I finished reading her book over the weekend and I highly recommend it to people living with Hepatitis C and their caregivers. Ms. Porter's book reads like a warm and caring pep talk. Her words were exactly what I needed to hear at this moment, as I find myself anticipating the start of my own Hepatitis C treatment at the beginning of 2012. She helped me put into perspective my choice to move forward and allowed me to let go of my fears and anxieties about making it through treatment.

In addition to providing basic information about Hepatitis C infection and an overview of the new treatment regiment that now includes DAAs, the main focus of the book is solid advice about how to successfully approach treatment. It covers topics like managing physical and psychological side effects, following your drug protocol and talking to your medical provider about treatment. It also provides strategies for managing your work life, personal life and finding the support you need to bolster you through treatment. There is even an entire chapter devoted to what to do when your Hepatitis C treatment is over, information I hadn't encountered before but I am so grateful to have now.

Lucinda Porter, RN
As a nurse who has helped patients get through treatment, as well as being a person who lives with Hepatitis C herself and has gone through treatment, Ms. Porter's book is filled with encouraging stories and helpful insights that make this more than just a health reference book. She helps the reader see Hepatitis C treatment as a journey that can help heal body, mind and spirit. She truly believes that the experience has numerous benefits besides just obtaining a SVR, a.k.a. a cure.  After reading her book, I agree.

This book will be my companion through my own Hepatitis C treatment. With so much good advice, I can see myself referring back to this book time and again to answer specific questions, review coping strategies and gently remind myself of why making the choice to treat my Hepatitis C is both important and worthwhile.

The experience of reading this book also helped me get back in touch with my appreciation for nurses. During my cancer treatment, it was the nurses that took care of me when I was in the hospital that really helped me get through my treatments. I have found that same kind of support fills the pages of Ms. Porter's book.

Get a copy for yourself at Amazon.com.






I want to thank Lucinda Porter and Anthony Pomes at SquareOne Publishers for providing me with a copy of Free From Hepatitis C: Your Complete Guide to Healing Hepatitis C to read and review here at Oh My Aches and Pains!


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Thursday, May 12, 2011

Thoughts About Where We Are on Fibromylagia Awareness Day 2011


I recently Googled "Why do we have awareness days?" and got page after page of search results on all kinds of different awareness days.

One person said they had a calendar that featured at least one awareness event for each day of the year. Now that seems like quite a lot of causes to keep track of every year. Another person suggested that an awareness day should be: a day of action...that will focus on grass-roots activism organized by local activists. I'm not exactly sure what that means, but that sounds like a lot of action.

Truth is, besides writing this post, I'm not sure what I am supposed to be doing today on Fibromyalgia Awareness Day 2011.

With three FDA approved drugs and a whole series of drug company commercial talking about fibromyalgia, I have to question whether we need a day to make everyone aware that fibromylagia exists. Yeah, I know the point of those commercials was to sell drugs, but I think they also increased awareness and legitimized fibromyalgia. Which I guess lends credibility to the saying, "All publicity is good publicity."

Because of these drug discoveries, it seems inconceivable to me that someone in the medical profession would deny the existence of fibromylagia when there are three drugs they can prescribe to attempt to treat it.

While three drugs are a start, these drugs aren't a cure. More research and development is needed to uncover more treatments. I've read that only 30% of people living with fibromyalgia response positively to the medications used to treat it. Clearly there is more work to be done in this area.

Pinpointing what triggers fibromyalgia would help treatments advance too, not to mention lead to prevention strategies so that no one else needed to suffer daily chronic pain and fatigue.

Plus I know there is more education that needs to happen about what fibromyalgia truly is. There is emerging evidence that fibromyalgia is a brain disorder. That is why drugs like Lyrica, Cymbalta and Savella, which have an effect on the brain and nervous system, seem to help some people with fibromyalgia. Which makes me wonder if the treatment of fibromyalgia will eventually transition from rheumatologists to neurologists.

By the way, knowing that fibromyalgia is a brain disorder helps us understand why it is so difficult to treat. I've heard medical professionals say that neurological conditions present some of the biggest challenges in medicine today. Having spent time at the neurology clinic, both for myself and with my dad who had Alzheimer's disease, I have first-hand knowledge of this fact. The brain remains the last unconquered frontier in medicine. Not only is it still unclear all the things the brain does, there currently are no treatments for restoring brain function to normal once it has been altered or destroyed by illness or disease.

So I think that fibromyalgia awareness today is less about shouting "This illness is real!" and more about educating people that there is still a long way to go to successfully treat this syndrome. It is about continuing to put pressure on all the entities that fund and conduct research on fibromyalgia to keep pursuing with their efforts. I guess this also means that our cause must find a way to wrangle more resources to fund these efforts so that they produce greater results. This seems like quite a formidable task, given that there are at least 364 other worthy causes filling the calendar each and every year vying for the same limited pot of resources to make a difference for their causes too.

Which leads me to my final thought: Fibromyalgia Awareness Day is about hope. Hope that in some research lab somewhere there is a happy accident that results in the discovery of new knowledge and/or new treatments that foster better outcomes for people living with fibromyalgia today. Until that happens, I hope that someone uncovers something honest and real that can truly increase the quality of our lives while we are waiting for our medical miracle. Ultimately, I hope that people with fibromyalgia can one day regain their fullest potential, enjoy life completely and leave chronic illness behind.

I think today I am going to allow myself to daydream about that day in the future when Fibromyalgia Awareness Day is no longer on the calendar.

I'll be back tomorrow with my weekly Mission 2011 post.




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Monday, October 25, 2010

Question of the Week: What Qualities Do You Want In a Doctor?

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If you read my post Building the Perfect Doctor, you know that:





  1. With regarding to my chronic pain and fibromyalgia, I have not found my Doctor Right yet
  2. and
  3. while I have several Good Enough Doctors cobbling together a chronic pain and fibromyalgia treatment plan of sorts, all those doctors put together do not equal a Doctor Right.
In addition to medical knowledge, the qualities I am looking for in a doctor include:
  1. An appreciation that medicine is an applied science AND art.
  2. An acknowledgment that for treatment to successful, a doctor needs to look at a patient from a biopsychosocial perspective and prescribe treatments that build upon a patient's strengths.
  3. A commitment to using medicine as both a way to cure disease AND relieve suffering.
  4. A passion for caring for patients that is unaffected by the stress of the job or the difficulties of the medical system.
  5. A way of viewing medical problems as challenges and opportunities for learning and professional growth.
  6. An attitude of persistence: continually striving to understand patients' medical problems, sticking by them even when the course of treatment is unclear and never giving up on a patient.
  7. A plan of attack that recognizes that sometimes simple is the best approach to problem-solving.
Since this is the question of the week, I want to know what YOU think.

Have you found your Doctor Right? Do you think having a Good Enough Doctor is enough? Did I leave something off my list that you would include? Is there something on my list that you would delete?

Please share, either here or at the Oh My Aches and Pains! Facebook page at www.facebook.com/OhMyAchesandPains.


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Sunday, October 24, 2010

Building The Perfect Doctor

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I have been thinking about what combination of qualities would make my ideal doctor. You see, despite searching for years for the perfect doctor to treat my chronic pain and fibromyalgia, I have yet to find this mythical creature. So since I have not met my "Doctor Right" and I am currently trying to get by with a few "Good Enough Doctors," I starting thinking that building my own perfect physician might be my best bet.

I know, this seems like equal parts science fiction, horror and fantasy combined, but hey,
if Dr. Frankenstein can dabble in beast building, why can't I?

Like Dr. Frankenstein's monster, I decided to take pieces from real, famous doctors throughout history and cobble them together. My plan: instill these qualities into a top of their class medical student, fresh out of school, stirring them into the cutting edge medical knowledge they just received. (I just haven't figured out the instilling and stirring part yet...)

Like in any good monster movie, with a flip of a switch, a bolt of lightening and an evil cackle, I bring my creation to life!

One Part Dr. Benjamin Spock

Yes, he is a world famous pediatrician and author of the best-selling book
Baby and Child Care. He is also famous for this quote which was his advice to new mothers, "You know more than you think you do." He was one of the first physicians to study psychoanalysis so he could better understand the needs of the children in his care.

KEY QUALITY: Dr. Spock knew medicine is an art, an art of understanding the patient from all viewpoints and formulating a treatment that builds upon the patient's strength and helps them discover their own healing power.

One Part Dr. Guy de Chauliac

This physician, who was the personal physician to three Popes, lived in the 14th century. He is recognized as the first doctor to employ experimental methods to the practice of medicine. For example, he advised other physicians in his time to dissect corpses to gain important knowledge about human anatomy. Using scientific methods, he also dispelled the myth that the plague was caused by poisoned well water, an erroneous but commonly held belief. During a plague outbreak in Avigon, he stayed to treat the sick instead of fleeing as most of the residents did to avoid catching the illness. He eventually got sick himself, but eventually recovered.

KEY QUALITIES: Dr. de Chauliac knew that medicine is a science and the physician must always be questioning, investigating and learning. He also displayed courage when he practiced his profession despite the great risk to his own health.

One Part Dr. Ignaz Semmelweis


Dr. Semmelweis' message was simple: wash your hands to prevent the spread of disease. His recommendations were widely criticized in his day, but his advice is widely heeded today to prevent the spread of germs like bacterium and viruses. His discovery led to a simple yet effective method to prevent communicable diseases. (I wonder what he would have thought about modern day hand sanitizer...)

KEY QUALITIES: Dr. Semmelweis knew that 1) Sometimes something commonplace, overlooked and simple can be the answer you are looking for and 2) Always wash you hands!

One Part Dr. Elizabeth Kubler-Ross

A Swiss-born psychiatrist, Dr. Kubler-Ross' work was a powerful force in the creation of the hospice and palliative care moments, which seeks to bring comfort to those with serious and chronic illness. While talking to patients who were terminally-ill, she not only illuminated the dying process but highlighted the importance using medical care to preserve quality of life when medicine could not provide a "cure" for the patient.

KEY QUALITY: Dr. Kubler-Ross knew it is important to use medicine to relieve the discomforts of illness, like pain, fatigue, nausea and difficulty sleeping.


One Part Dr. Elizabeth Blackwell

Dr. Blackwell holds the distinction of being the first American female physician. She faced a particularly difficult uphill battle getting her medical degree, being the target of harassment from her fellow students and faculty alike. You see, the medical faculty at Geneva College only admitted her because they thought her application was a joke. To their surprise, Ms. Blackwell showed up and diligently attended all her classes, receiving her medical degree on January 23, 1849.

KEY QUALITY: Dr. Blackwell knew the power of persistence and never let go of her dream to be a doctor and help patients in need despite all the discrimination she faced in becoming and practicing medicine.


So what do you think of my perfect doctor? If you built your own perfect doctor, what qualities would you give your creation? Leave a comment here or head over to the Oh My Aches and Pains! Facebook page and join the discussion there.





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Saturday, August 7, 2010

Dear Doctor: My Wish List of Things You Can Do For Me

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A few weeks back Dr. Rob wrote a letter to his chronically ill patients that made me wish he was my doctor. I want to give him kudos and positive feedback for demonstrating his savvy and compassion for all of us living with chronic illness. Then I started thinking about some of the issues he raised and found myself wanting to write a response. So here is my wish list of a few things I wish my doctors would do for me:


Do Your Homework

There are a lot of things wrong with me and I would think this fact alone would send you running to your medical textbooks and journals. Yet it appears that you rely on me to educate you about my conditions. Given that you have the medical degree, have been trained to evaluate and apply medical knowledge and
have access to more medical education resources than I do, I don't think I am out-of-line asking that you do your homework.

Talk to My Other Doctors

I think it is time to resurrect the multidisciplinary medical case conference. You know, where you get together with my other doctors and health professionals and spend time talking about my diagnoses and medical care. I'm hoping that if you could get together, it might spark some new ideas and supercharge the problem-solving process. Barring that, could you at least request my records from my other doctors instead of always relying on me to communicate and bring that information to you?

Network with Your Colleagues

I know it's not fair to expect you to have knowledge of everything, so can I ask that you at least have working relationships with other doctors you can refer me to for further work-up and treatment? And what I mean by that is: be acquainted with their work, develop a rapport with them and set up a good patient referral and feedback system with them.

Create a Backup Plan with Me

Like fast-food restaurants and ATMs, healthcare system is one of those things meant to be accessible 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Not that I expect you personally to be accessible all the time. It's just that my health can be unpredictable and I often need your help when you are least available. So in the spirit of keeping medical costs down and meeting my medical needs, let's have a conversation about how you'd like to see me approach getting my after-hours medical crises met and what your role will be in the process.

Be the Quarterback

I like that I can bring you medical journal articles and new stories that I find about my conditions. However, please understand the reason I bring these things to you is to get you to engage in the process of critical thinking about my conditions and possible new treatments for them. What I really want is for you to be like the quarterback on a football team, who takes into consideration everything on the playing field and then decides which direction the team will go.

Focus on the Medical

Maybe it's the plethora of advertisements for psychotropic medications on TV, but you seem preoccupied with my mental health. I get the impression that focusing on the mental gives you an out from further exploring the medical reasons behind physical symptoms that plague me. So I want to ask that you please stick with what you know, and unless you are a psychiatrist, refrain diagnosing me with a psychological disorder.

Think Outside the Box

There is a reason why so many of us living with chronic illness are enamored with the fictional Dr. Gregory House. We love how he just doesn't give up trying to figure out what is medically wrong with a patient. He embodies the concept of thinking outside the box, something I wish you would do more of for me. In fact, if you could just address my most troublesome symptoms and make it easier for me to cope with them, you would have my undying gratitude.

What are some of the things you wish your doctor would do for you that they aren't doing currently? You can share your thoughts about this subject by leaving your comment...


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